Finding it new

A new earth began
A new earth was born
A new new earth is
A new earth always was
Never a time was this
Time was forever present
A old soul longing
The flesh forgotten
A new life awakening
A new life was born

Will you be ready?

Will you be ready?

Time is like a living fabric that repairs the tears that are made - it repairs the rips that are made as much as it can.

--- David Wilcock

I realize now that our time is shorter then ever - the turning point is close. All that has been written about the changes that are to take place, will you be the one who buckles under the pressure? Have you given it all? Are you Hot or warm? This is where it all matters - its like the end of a big game, the grades are finally up and exams are now, and we are on the grill. Will you be ready?

Time is up.

Change me if you can

Rarely will I post a note on my blog - come to to think of it, this is the first. If you are willing to invest two hours of your time, this is my suggestion for the few who might be interested in my blog.

David Wilcock is onto a cusp of something truly inspirationally divine. What he says seems to resonate with me. The first video that I watched long ago - the "2012 Enigma" video was the appetizer, but the new one "project camelot" just has my eyes peeled and body tingling. I only watched the first 50 mins. :) Thats how much I want to share it with you.

http://divinecosmos.com/index.php/videos/44-2012-return-to-camelot/503-amazing-free-2-hour-video-2012-return-to-camelot

Horoscope

I just found this really funny; the synchronicity of my current feelings in direct alignment with the stars. Its a short horoscope which was emailed by a respected site. It relates perfectly to what I was writing last night - the note below this. You can take a look at your own reading from the site.

http://www.liveperson.com/lp/horoscopes/weekly/?banid=109583&cid=109583&utm_source=horoscopes&utm_medium=email&utm_term=clients&utm_content=spirit&utm_campaign=EM20091026H1#sagittarius

Sagittarius (Nov 22-Dec 21)
At the best of time you have itchy feet. Wanting to get things done. Longing to travel and expand your horizons and thoughts. At the moment Mars is in Leo transiting through your 9th house which may bring all of these ideas out in you. Be careful how speedily you hurry into an idea though as you need to think it through carefully. There's some lovely times coming up with friends and maybe a special someone from your past. Accept any social invitations that come your way this week as they may be more fateful than you think.

Running away

I can't help but keep thinking this. This is not it. When you know you were born healthy and capable of everything and more, but your mind is battered by the elements of the world to shade your sanity.

I still hope that there is a way yet to escape this zoo.. feeling everyday as if watched by a multitude of angels waiting for a movement and all of hells angels and hounds haunting me with lies. The truth is more then this. I won't wait till i die before i know this, and that is why i must find it now before it is late and paradise is lost to eternity. Fetch me my shovel, and they will assume I'm digging my grave - and truthfully I am as i know death of the self leads to life on the other side.

I suppose thats the goat like nature in me, nipping at what few blades of green grass and wondering whether it be time to move on. Damn that troll - at least now my head feels stronger having grown nearly full set on my head. The fear of defeat has only held me back. But one day, I'll cross that bridge and will claim my inheritance, as the world, nor any its gateways are owned by man nor beast. But when will i muster up what little confidence is required? What its true what the troll has told me? I could very well die trying to live freely as well as my kin who may follow.

This desire is killing me, but my anger is rightly placed if it were deception. What could I lose if i left this place. Its barren and could only be enjoyed by those who hadn't been curious to see. If I hadn't looked, this would have been a lot easier - but its not quantity i look for, but the riches of the spirit. I want to feel it all - to be like God. Will running away make me so? No - but one step closer to the truth I've forgotten all along. That is that the truth is not owned by one man or another. They will say - its here - or there, but I know that it is inside, and that is what this flight is all about. Getting away from all that has kept me down from realizing that piece of God in me.

Intuition - summed up.

First level - Personal consciousness.

Second level - Stringing ceaseless event(s) of consciousness.

Third level - Prioritizing stringed event(s) in elevating complex events of choice.

Forth level - Foresee event(s) from insight of a shared state of consciousness.

Fifth Level - Foresee stringed event(s) from shared state of consciousness.

Sixth level - Grouped event(s) of shared consciousness placed in immediate consciousness.

Seventh level - Universal consciousness in immediate consciousness.

Eight level - Universal events stringed to immediate consciousness.

Ninth Level - Grouped universal events stringed into immediate consciousness.

Tenth level - Unknown tool of consciousness.

You'll notice it comes down in threes. The first 3 are personal. Then the branch between where personal is no longer personal as events in the mind are shared. The global awareness then reaches out to a universal consciousness. These references are hardly appropriate to say "me - then you - then everything else out there" but its to demonstrate the interpersonal dimensions intuition reaches to.

It all comes down to consciousness - awareness. When we are ready - the matter is revealed to us. As Jesus says in the Gospel of Thomas - when we know, we will be troubled. Would you really want to know all of these things? There are few who I think go beyond the forth dimension, which is the first stage of "flashes" of intuition. It is more or less gifted I would say, but then again it is gifted to all of us the same from a more global spirited mind.

How to stay young - a young mans opinion

Before i start this note, I know there is a query in my heart whether it be worth even to write such thoughts. It could easily turning into a book if I structured this well enough - but this is for thoughtful introspection. To stay young... there are many little pithy terms to plunk away at; few people be desperate would be willing to ponder, for the real question is how long would you want to live?

The question is as old as time, and I wonder how honest one could be about it. Hitting the reset button is easy, but to live long is not. When that old mac of your for example gets rather yellow in color - not from a smoke but the harsh elements battering its skin - and even inside its parts don't seem as new when everything seems to speed up around it. The new generations are more witty and sharp with a sense of irony, as we once thought the same - as if we'd always be this color. Our turn always comes, but how to slow it so we can enjoy the process of aging, may even delay the process to the point where we remember time stops, and moment becomes a memory never forgotten, even if time forgot you.

We've all heard of the old rich man who earned his lot, but spent all his loot to regain his health and learned and earned nothing about life or satisfaction. His peace was spent on identity, and leaving all that makes its so much more terrible at the turning point, when all things change. I have been thinking this a lot myself; and the turning point is when change is necessary. We may not foresee the change, but when it comes, we could be ready for it. There is much said in the bible to reference our journey to be like a man who has his home a tent, and when the time come to pack up and move, he had nothing to keep him from doing so. In fact the early Isrealites were like this as the "pillar of fire by night and cloud by day" moved ahead of them. When it moved - they moved.

Anyway - this turning point or "the tipping point" (if your read the book) is unknown most often of what and when, how and everything else. Its just part of causality. As much as it is possible to mark the probability of changes to occur, we cannot be ready for all of them - mainly the biggest ones. Namely death.

There is no key to do's to this note. No "live in the moment" or "live in a tent" or whatever, because we all know the diversity of life is to be welcome. The point is to let you ponder what questions lie ahead in a changing world? What can this world not take from you? As the bible says; "Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also," so where does your treasure lie? Or will it even be worth digging up? Will someone find it? Will it contain anything? Or will be it full of memories?

continued ...

Can't help but feel you

Keep me close; push me away - how do i know you love me death? Giver and taker of life, the suns warmth and winter moons chill, the swoon of a sweet gust moving me closer to the edge. The pain is knowing how close you are, but not knowing you; measuring the distance day by day. You are who decides how the winds sway. I hope the fall is as soft as the whispers you sung to me all these years . They call you cruel, but i know you do what you must. There is reason for what you do. When the day comes, I hope you will save me from myself and the pain. Keep these eyes shut as you take the last breath - blowing a kiss in the wind, hoping it will reach you.

Intuition

There seems to be pattern here in intuition. This is my short-long winded attempt to just blurt it out unaware of what is streaming. Intuition consists of different levels. To keep it simple, I'm going to stick to visual epiphanies. The ability to prophetically predict the future through means of spiritual sight.

First level. We can say right now - I'm going to do this. I am going stand up out of this chair - which is easily executed from your own faithful willingness to produce the achievable results you've performed before. Now there is a chance that you may fail - such as die from a sudden hard attack in the half way point, or just trip, which would just be plain funny to add some humor to the note. Ha hah --- I'm just laughing here thinking about it.

Second level. Now settling your mind a bit, you can achieve a plan of attainable detail - such as go out to collect groceries, get to work on time, then pay the bill, etc. This is still under your conscious control - but to think you can string a series of events which you've achieved before makes it a length of tasks--- which could seemingly go on for eternity if we put it to the extreme. So that ends that possibility.

Third level - to be able to bend events in that complex day to fit the puzzle. Say you can't get groceries before work without seeing outside of the timeframe you built and reorganizing it to fit behind work - thus making you able to get to work on time!

Brilliant we say! But what the hell does that have to do with intuition??? Hold ye horses young one.

Forth level - to see outside of the events to see flashes of possibilities that could affect events. This is a piece and part of how it starts to show itself, for unconsciously we start of align things without reason necessarily to give exceptional time to events that may take just as long. You give yourself the extra time instead of getting groceries to get to work - and on the way the work, they started construction on Highland Rd. or whatever. Coincidence? Cut me some slack - this is theoretical and it gives us plenty of time to focus. Long winded note.

Fifth Level - I start to get biased and say it requires a steady mind to see into the fifth level of intuition. The fifth level is where we can instinctually gain "flashes" events which have absolutely no relation to your current view. You don't necessarily have to see it, but this is rather an impulsive knowing which is simply there. No one can tell you otherwise it could not be. This can or may not be true I should say. Not all things we see in our mind are true. Once we've caught this knack or predicting things once - its tastey and addictive like chocolate. Then we want to use it at will. Eh .. nah. Doesn't work that way. The conscious mind will blurt out something dumb like - "I'm going to get up" and trips over its own feet into a puddle of mud - which makes it so much more enjoyable, doesn't it? Laugh at yourself will ya? Anyway ---- back to the topic. This "coincidental" intuition is often convoluted for its our first taste and we mingle it into a little bit of time-space instead of space-time and the equation is muddle-blooded.

One more paragraph to explain this. Flash of intuition about boyfriends car in driveway - when you say mild mannerly as a smart ass teenage girl "may boyfriend will be here soon". So you get on your little fluffy snow-boots and sit there at the front door, and you chat for a good hour and a half with your friend while sitting impatiently on the vestibule while wanting to prove yourself right... you eventually were, but you got to be wrong about the time since you mixed that into your presumption about the event.

One more other paragraph to explain this. Flash of intuition says "construction man" or "take your time little cushy government job man on crossing the street" -- i dunno, something pertaining to a warning or the future without time. You could not possibly see that event. The construction on Highland hadn't even started on Highland when you woke up. This is outside of time. This is your mind without limits. Life without time - for time does not exist except in your conscious mind. Anywho - now if we mixed that with your excuse to rush to get groceries, you may say --- I'm just not going to because i feel I'm going to be late. Theres and example - the prediction is mingled because clearly the observation was made about a construction man - and it was mixed with your flabbergasted day was either looked after and avoided or had made you late. You see - you have the choice to create the future from the fifth level of intuition... which can make you right or wrong about the event, because often the event is not fixed. Your lateness was another "given" of your mild mannered conscious intuition, but you changed the course of event by seeing the other to avoid it. Trippy eh? Its a combo of the forth - but duplicated flashes of intuition makes it a string, giving it its fifth dimensional qualities.

Sixth level - Events leading to a set pattern in future which has little to do with our intervention. Truth is it is --- but we shift the blame. Even events catastrophic in nature are of our own influence as we know. It involves a much greater group of circumstances, and people for that matter - for people create the circumstances - otherwise the world would continue as it has for ages. Combined groups of vested minds, can lead to the reversal of the event - such as the shifting of construction to moved to another day, as that it is control of the hands of the people.

In other larger cases, studies had shown that group meditations in California reduces the certain chances of a part of it sinking into the sea. I'm sure you've heard of this - but to think that something do catastrophic can be reversed simply by mind? Surely if there was a prophet who predicted this - it not set in certain. Nothing is certain.

Now that we understand a limited extend the magnitude of the sixth level - we are now the under control of events. This leads us to a level or intuition which reaches to a global scale of people across the globe - with noooooo possible knowledge of the outcome of events in the future. I know we know by scientific nature what could happen - but the beauty of science is that it is not an exact science. We use failure to measure success. BUT -- the point is this is outside of our plethora of knowledge database - internet or not. So. Its intuition - got it??

The circumstances are numerous and most often effect many people as a result - perhaps we could call that karma. So seeing the result is the intuition.

Eight level - Multiple "catastrophic" or global events which concurrently affect the end result - of which the observer is seeing. I believe this is huge. Its like the grocery list and everything else in the day mashed up. The multiple events contributing.

Ninth Level - Another bend in all the events changed. This is simply another time fixed event just like the rest of them, so it can of course be changed, but as always has it quarks to puzzle out as events fall into place.

What is after this - the tenth dimension is a new tool of measurement we cannot undersand. It is ... another beginning to bring it short.


Seeing the pieces yet? The intuition is seeing outside of time - but intuition at any level is always the same - its the ego which makes it time oriented and codified to be understandable to our orientation. Things are passing through our heads all the time. Why does it feel like its in a different language? Because it literally is. Think of seeing the Eiffel tower and trying to explain it. Nostradamus referred to the airplanes crashing into the towers as metal birds. Being able to focus on the event needed to grab information about is what we refer to as remote viewing. What we see as intuition is simply catching a thought whisping through the thousands streaming which most has seemingly no relevance to your life - and finally realizing it.

You want to see intuition act for you? Don't try - just watch and it will come. As Zen masters would teach and say "don't try - just sit" for meditation practice. Even the task of sitting can be overcomplicated - but at least it keeps the mind steady and focused. Being psychic is a tuned ability to grasp information skillfully relevant to the matter. Often they will have gifted guides which intercede eternally for others enlightenment, for it is theirs too. That is why psychic is a powerful combination with remote viewing - and why remote viewing teams will often look for skilled psychics.

One last note for now as I realize my not caught a small fraction of my readers attention thus far; I believe this all to be very true and powerful information as it gives the power to unlock the very gates of our true sight.

Sight is a function of our eyes? Yes? Well yes and no. It is a function of your body - which only reflect your spiritual eyes. How did you see that flash of intution? We have all had shots of intuition - as intoxicating they are might I say. Gives you the chills some say, because it only makes sense! We are spiritual beings living out a bodily experience. Your minds eye is what seen that intuition. Remove the pieces of this earthly puzzle you do not need. As you do - time gets shorter, for the very pieces you remove give insight into the great connected God mind, which has no time. Soon as all of those little puzzle pieces of your life are removed, at the center you fall back into timelessness, as some would call space-time (termed my Einstein).

Until we have the need for time, time will exist. Until we rid the ego, this will never be so. Every mind will be free one day.

Why

Do you know why you are here? It is because you've felt something your entire life you cannot explain. Its everywhere - in you and outside of you. And it driving you closer to an end of a beginning, as all things the same pass this way. But with a purpose we have given it, we produce the means of living on... spawning again ourselves to birth new new evolved self. There is nothing to be lost. We are forever the same - alive an well in true spirit.

Security

I've come to the conclusion that its vain to aspire to such an idealistic concept. What possible uses could it have when all that it given is taken in time. As we cling to this old tattered blanket, as we age it turns to a thin rag, unable to keep a grown mans warmth or size. There is no security in our bodies. The only thing I'm positive that will guarantee a long company is the welcome the warmth without and embrace the cold while it lasts so that when the time comes, we will no longer need the rag left of our old identity; perhaps it will not seem as if the blanket will have been used at all if we tempered our uses of its comfort and company.

Desire and Discontent

Of all putrid weeds - this combination infects the worst. Although surfaced and easy to flesh out its roots, its quick to spread as easily as influenza. Our immunities are practically built of the same ilk is spawns - more. Excess of everything.

Lets me explain further. Everyone has heard the term "everything in moderation" and the rebels would also add to that line " - even moderation". True enough, but I hope to bring a new light to this overlooked statement.

My perspective might not be as enlightening as a sage kept on a mountain, but perhaps it is more dirty since I'm down selling the stuff I sometimes hate. I work at Staples and Home Outfitters. Enlightening. I've been workings long enough to have a sense of comfort in my roles. I can stay up late and have a limited understanding of where I'm and where I'm going :). Comfort is said to be the devils tool. Often work becomes redundant and repetitive, and I find reasons to amuse myself the reasons why I do what I do. I can find many reasons to be discontent, from wages to workload and so on, so forth. My bent back is hurting for the sake of materialistic reasons, all of which is exploited for excusably commercial reasons. Bearing down to the answers more and more everyday, I find I will be discontent with any position I find working in. Even the things I used to enjoy have been corrupted from other insecurities, such as productivity or financial reasons. Life's joys will all be but taken away slowly as a birch loses it bark, but willingly. Yet again I grow more skin out of the necessity; clothing to my naked nature, yet I still curse its sobriety as I long for freedom without.

This is all not possible. That is - longing for death when life is yet present. The only way to escape is by pressing aside the matters at hand and going forth into the unknown of a calm and rested mind to restore knowledge once forgot, and place the priorities in sequence all over again - which once again presses us back to life. Waking up morning after morning; imagine waking up happy and rejuvenated about the open field of possibilities, the field of consciousness. A field of choices. I only know one girl who is a morning person, and I long for the day when I will see the morning light like her.

Let me clarify on desire. My note on manifestation should clean up part of it, but I feel there is so much more to understand. To be frank, I would say that all desire is unneeded. Why? Its plugging you up. I will clarify terms; what I mean by desire is a longing for something to be attained, subjective or objective. Why? Because I am one to believe that it takes time and effort to acquire it. Time draws it out as long as you keep focusing on it, for your see it apart from yourself. This draws out your patience to the longest lengths as it breeds a sense of "dis-connectiveness" or discontentment. You say now - I can wait forever, but what if it never came? Of course it will come you say, but that it not certain. Wishful thinking never did anything for you other then waiting and wanting. If that were so, you will not be "complete" without it, because why then would you be wanting it in the first place? This is what I mean by desire having no beneficial qualities other then wanting and waiting which later leads of inevitable discontentment, pain and sorrow.

Here is the alternative. If manifestation was not a matter of desire, but rather a process of observing, the puzzle would come together naturally and fluently as were fate. Think about it. You would naturally flux into the role you were born to be, not trying to be something but simply being. It would not even feel as if effort were a matter of pressure, but effortless movement as all things in creation do the same. This would not make you a piece of brainless cake or mindless zombie, but an air, ether, leaf, particle or natural being; a piece in a greater connected universe of which we all play a part in. Death and and life are one and the same, for we come to an acceptance of the waning of moon or the turning of the seasons. It is our place, our home, our peace and serenity. Our bliss in eternal consciousness.