Saturday, January 23, 2010

Thinking

Drawing the line between linear life and the "spiritual life" is different then I thought. The dimensions of the mind are much different then the physical plane we currently commute on. I've been touching on this topic in my dreams lately; the matter is slowly being revealed - the matter being that matter is not matter at in the the way we think of matter itself. The foundation and source of all light and being.

Sounds trippy and mystical eh? Thats what I do. I have no idea what I'm talking about. Does it matter? I'm sure there may be a language to understand this, but soon in time is will be revealed, the same way as one awakes from a dream and understands its meaning in parts and pieces the more he dwells on it, and desires to have its understanding. Not that the understanding is of my own, but our curiosity is meant to be explored with caution of obsession.

Sometimes I fear writing about topics to be honest. I don't write with the assumption that I am exploring grounds with my own intellect. I'm convinced that all that I have comes from higher realms of existence. As far as I'm concerned, our brains and bodies are vegetables compared to the qualities of the mind, which is why I am concerned with thought more then action - because action does not happen by accident but is in direct correlation with the thought and energy put into motion to make such things appear in this dense slow pokey reality. All things seem to come from one source is what I'm saying. God is all, and God is it - but to understand this source in its nature is to understand the nature or "Theology" of God.

Friday, January 1, 2010

Judgement

My sister recently said after one of my notes that "i was thinking too much". To be honest, I scoffed at the thought since liberation I've thought had to do with going beyond the standard of studying and being one step ahead of the crowd. I suppose I also thought that would lead to some form of given leadership, since it is prized these days in the information age to know this and that. But now I understand and agree her comment.

Knowledge is most prized, and wisdom is the qualities that give it life and practicality. Wisdom is also power, and power is wisdom; both perfecting the whole. I found so recently that knowledge is something inside to be sought and revealed in time, but wisdom is from God. I've found this weekend in a very real way that judgement is only Gods. When it is said "judge not, lest ye be judged", there is a no way any exception to that proverb. It is true, and I know it now that you cannot help another through communication on and eye to eye level. Only God can open the heart and mind of a spirit. Our words are vain from an intellectual level, and our intellect will never make us smarter or more wise. If we think healing comes through practical methods of our old ways, we will never be healed as a human generation; perhaps it be on the brink of collapse in many ways. We cannot heal ourselves, but God uses the hands of men to work through and be the wand which can utterly blow this catalyst apart.

Our philosophy as a Country is based upon this foundation of judgement from a soulful perspective. It is flawed though because two blind men will both fall into a hole. Who isn't blind? The few who aren't are acknowledged in secret and have to be found on a friend to friend basis for understanding. I read this earlier and found it rings true.

If one cometh unto thee for council, 
let him speak freely, 
that the thing for which he hath 
come to thee may be done.
If he hesitates to open his heart to thee, 
it is because thou, the judge, doeth the wrong.

The whole of judgement as far as I'm concerned should go as far as this. If one approaches you, they see you do not hold the same burden and want release. You may ask another if you could release that person from a bondage but it is their choice if they want help - whether if they see the lightness in your step or not.

To sum up, judgement of all kinds should be left to God alone, for that is his authority and ability. Having the sight to see aggregates of the mind is a gift acquired, but acting in mind or in flesh to assume beyond that which is seen is forbidden by the proverb given "judge not, lest ye be judged".